dear diary...

halfway through the week. finally have some privacy to write for my blog. well, maths is over. econs essays are over, shakespheare and donne is over. YAY!!!!! overall it wasn't that bad. maths 2 was ghastly. first question already cannot do. i think i lost at least 15 marks cos i left the questions blank. just couldn't do. antony and cleopatra was bad. i think i picked the wrong question to write about. i did the one about shakespheare creating an epic scale play. :P donne was great. religious poems. haha. wierd. the one i hate the most is the one that i think i did the best. measure for measure i did the one about shakespheare exploring sexuality. another difficult one but i think (i hope) it was in point.

econs was much better than the prelims i think. i think it's such an achievement. i wrote 3 full essays in 2hrs 15 mins. oh the pain! (finger cramps) well, at least it's over. haha!!!! never ever have to touch econs essays again!!!!! apparently sam was right. the essays that came out were unususal. needs more current affairs knowledge that GP. just now, i wanted to do the market failure question. i studied for market failure. but the question required to write about singapore's policies to deal with market externalities. and i have absoultely no idea what policies singapore has. and in the middle of the exam is no time to think about it.

sumi was saying that i seem so zen calm. weird though. the only time i had a panic attack during the As was during GP. other than that... while people around me were all going slightly hysterical. weird. so zen. wonder why. even grace was seemed slightly panicky. maybe, for econs anyway, it's cos i'm already prepared for the worse case scenerio - failure. maybe if we prepare for the worse, we won't feel so bad?

anyway, exam time is no life time. thursday verena is having steamboat at her house and i can't go. as usual. have pc on friday so have to prepare at home. sad. friday, mummy, andrew, jonathan and linus are going to watch 'the incredibles'. they've got 4 free tickets. but i can't go also cos my exam ends too late to rush to the cinema. sigh. oh the trials of being a student. never mind. once 24 nov is past, freedom is mine!!! muahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, some other stuff. last sunday was ruth's holy communion. no offense to anyone but it wasn't exactly obvious that there was a communion. with the exception of fr khoo mentioning it at the beginning of mass and during the homily (just a mention, mind you) there was almost no indication that it was a special day. what a difference from my time. during my time, we had to do the readings, offertery... time changes. cos of the confirmation camp, there were so few members in the choir. wow, hadn't sang so properly since i left mj choir. have to do some vocal training on my own so that i won't lapse.

oh well, all for now. cya next time!!